Jessica Alves has revealed she’s terrified of staying home alone and fears turning 40 this summer – as she says she’s ready for a relationship and kids.
The 39-year-old TV personality exclusively told Web that she was “putting too much pressure on herself” to start a relationship and family ahead of the milestone.
It comes as Jessica stunned in a brand new shoot as she flaunted her hourglass curves and cleavage in a busty, semi-sheer gown.
Discussing her recent anxiety, she said: “I have anxiety issues and I need to see my therapist twice a week.
“I’m now afraid of staying home alone and every night I have to get dressed to go out with friends or to go on a date as I can’t stay at home because then I get scared.
Tough: Jessica Alves has revealed she’s terrified of staying home alone and fears turning 40 this summer – as she says she’s ready for a relationship and kids
Tough: The TV personality, 39, exclusively told Web that she’s putting “too much pressure on herself” to start a relationship and family ahead of the milestone
“The reason is because I’ll be 40 in July and I’ve put too much pressure on myself to have a relationship and then start a family.”
She wowed in the accompanying footage of Carlos Moura slipping into the form-fitting dress.
Jessica had her blonde locks in perfectly styled waves and opted for a typically glamorous makeup look.
Continuing with her dread of her 40th birthday, she said: “Now I realize I’ve wasted too much time in my life being unhappy and just living for TV shows and entertainment.
“I sold my soul for money and fame back then and forgot about my personal life and my happiness and never thought that I would ever grow old and that 40 was a long way from me then.
“I regret I didn’t switch when I was much younger, if I had done it today maybe I wouldn’t have this terrifying fear that I have to go to restaurants and parties Monday to Monday because I’m not home alone can stay.”
It comes after Jessica claimed she was “unlucky” in her search for Mr Right as most of the men she’s dated wanted to use her for their wealth.
The reality star, who has a reported net worth of £30million, has been dating as a single woman since coming out as transgender in 2020.
Beauty: It comes as Jessica stunned in a brand new shoot as she flaunted her hourglass curves and cleavage in a busty, semi-sheer dress
Journey: Discussing her recent anxiety, she said: “I have anxiety issues and I see my therapist twice a week.”
Stunning: She wowed in the accompanying shots of Carlos Moura as she slipped into the form-fitting dress
She previously revealed she faced appalling discrimination and was blocked from dating apps after her matches discovered she had been classified as male at birth.
Speaking to Web, Jessica detailed how her potential suitors have asked for financial help, as well as free vacations and other big expenses.
She said: “I went on dates as a single woman and it was very difficult to meet Mr Right. Men are just so complicated.
“I’ve had some bad dates where guys just wanted to take advantage of me, they just wanted my money and, yeah, they weren’t looking for a relationship as such.
“They just wanted merchandise, so they say, ‘Let’s travel together. Let’s do this together, but it’s all on me.”
“Sometimes they asked for things. I was dating this guy and he started asking me for financial help. I said, “Gosh, fuck off.” Anyway, I haven’t had much luck.’
It came after Jessica revealed she wants to be the “first in line” for a groundbreaking trans-uterine surgery if science catches up with her dream of becoming a mother.
The trans star, who gave up surgery in 2021, told Web that she still dreams of having a baby one day.
Work it: Jessica had her blonde locks in perfectly styled waves and opted for a typically glamorous makeup look
Mental Health: “I’m now afraid of staying home alone and I have to get dressed every night to go out with friends or to go on a date as I can’t stay at home because then I get scared.”
Fears: She continued, “The reason for this is because I’ll be turning 40 in July and I’m putting too much pressure on myself to have a relationship and then start a family.”
Prominent experts in the field predict that the game-changing transplants will be ready for trans women – who were born men – within the next few years.
Jessica said, “It’s a dream to be a mom and to have a lump in your stomach and know that I can have this extension of myself.”
She added, “I’ve had all the surgeries I could do to be as close as possible to being a biological woman,” she said.
“But I can’t have children, which is very frustrating.”