Emily Ratajkowski laid her soul open on the roller coaster of emotions she’s grappling with amid her marriage’s breakdown.
The 31-year-old supermodel left her husband Sebastian Bear-McClard earlier this year and rumors have circulated that he has been unfaithful to her.
“I feel all the emotions,” she told Harper’s Bazaar, which she just reported on. “I feel anger, sadness. I can feel excitement. i feel joy I feel lightness. Every day is different.’
In the wide-ranging interview, she also spilled that they are back together. Earlier this week, shared exclusive first look photos of her with her new boyfriend, DJ Orazio Rispo.
When asked if she’d ever dated Brad Pitt — which she’s rumored to have done this fall — Ratajkowski’s facial expression was “unreadable,” the author noted, as she didn’t disagree.
Open: Emily Ratajkowski has bared her soul over the roller coaster of emotions she’s dealing with amid the breakdown of her marriage
Emily mused, “The only good thing I know is that I feel all these things, which is nice because it makes me think I’m going to be okay.”
Although Emily was recently spotted kissing Orazio, whose identity exclusively revealed, she was coy about her love life in her interview.
She said that “I went on dates,” and while she noted she hadn’t signed up for a dating app, she added, “But give me time.”
Emily’s attitude towards dating has changed since she was a young model when she threw herself into relationships because having a boyfriend would keep some of the nefarious men in the business away.
“I feel joy”: “I feel all the emotions,” she told Harper’s Bazaar, which she just covered for the November issue, adding, “I feel anger, sadness.”
Next: In the wide-ranging interview, she also spilled that she’s back together – Earlier this week, shared exclusive first-look photos of her with new boyfriend DJ Orazio Rispo
“To use the TikTok phrase, I was a bit of a pick-me-girl in the sense that I wasn’t very good at choosing what I liked. I really wanted to be chosen,” Emily said.
“It was hard for me to go on a date with someone and think about how much I liked them or not. I would have thought about how they perceived me, what it meant, what they wanted from me, what it meant for my self-esteem,” the Blurred Lines music video star said.
“I don’t have that anymore. Now it’s really fun to go to dinner with someone and say, “Cool. I really enjoyed those parts of it. I really didn’t like those other parts.”
However, as she moves into a new phase in her romantic life, she reminded the magazine that her main focus is her one-year-old son, Sylvester, who she shares with Sebastian.
Photoshoot: Emily was on the cover in Balenciaga double denim and gave office chic a sassy twist by going topless under her pantsuit and showing off her cleavage in a Michael Kors pinstriped boyfriend blazer
Respecting her privacy: Although Emily was recently spotted kissing Orazio, whose identity exclusively revealed, she was coy about her love life in her interview
“I’ve never had such clear priorities in my life. Number one is Sly, and that’s it,” she said, explaining that becoming a mom “has made me reevaluate what’s important to me, like what I want to teach my son.”
Last year she published a book of essays called My Body, in which she described “what it means to be a woman in a very specific industry that benefits from upholding certain standards of beauty and images of women”.
She argued, “I believe the experience I have is what every woman has, only amplified,” while acknowledging the complicated nature of her racy image.
“I totally understand that it’s difficult to sexualize myself and come up with images that support the standard of beauty,” she admitted.
Making it happen: She said that “I went on dates,” and while she noted she hadn’t signed up for a dating app, she added, “but give me time.”
Busty: The sizzling sensation bared her impressively toned waist in the magazine and wore her hair slicked back tightly to give her a retro gamine look as she shot her best smoldering looks for the camera
‘Number one is smart’: However, as she moves into a new phase in her romantic life, she reminded the magazine that her main focus is her one-year-old son, Sylvester, who she shares with Sebastian
“I’m not trying to shrug off responsibility. But I also don’t think I would have sold as many books if I hadn’t. That’s how the world works. I mean, we all participate in systems that we don’t agree with.”
The sizzling sensation bared her impressively toned waist in the magazine and wore her hair slicked back tightly to give her a retro gamine look as she shot her best smoldering looks for the camera.
She hit the cover in an extravagantly baggy double denim outfit by Balenciaga, paired with a set of black pumps from the same brand.
Last year she published a book of essays called My Body, which she described as “about what it means to be a woman in a very specific industry that benefits from upholding certain standards of beauty and images of women”.
Waverly: She argued: “I believe the experience I have is what every woman has, only heightens it,” while acknowledging the complicated nature of her raunchy image.”
Naked truth: “I totally understand that it’s difficult to sexualize myself and to come up with images that support the standard of beauty,” she admitted
Emily also gave office chic a sassy twist by going topless under her pantsuit and showing off her cleavage in a pinstriped Michael Kors boyfriend blazer.
Her latest interview comes months after she left her husband, a producer who worked with the Safdie brothers on films like the Adam Sandler auto Uncut Gems.
Sebastian and Emily secretly wed in 2018 after reportedly dating for just a few weeks, but Emily later confirmed she had actually known the heartthrob for years.
Background: Her last interview comes months after she left her husband, a producer who worked with the Safdie brothers on films like the Adam Sandler vehicle Uncut Gems
They welcomed Sylvester last year and celebrated his first birthday together in March – but by June Emily had stopped wearing her wedding ring in public and neglected to wish Sebastian a happy Father’s Day on Instagram.
The following month, news broke that they had split, and a Page Six source said Sebastian had cheated. He’s a serial cheater. It’s disgusting. He’s a dog.”
Emily then added fuel to the suspicion this month by liking a tweet that read, “I can’t believe that little bugger cheated on Emrata.”
Cause a stir: Otherwise, however, she remained keenly private and refrained from commenting on the separation directly in public – until her big new interview
However, she has otherwise remained keenly private on the matter and has refrained from directly commenting on the split in public — until her big new interview.
Now she’s been linked to DJ Orazio Rispo after the pair were spotted passionately lip-smacking outdoors in New York City earlier this week.
Like Sebastian, Orazio was born and raised in New York and alongside his DJ career he also owned a record store in Brooklyn before it went bust during the coronavirus lockdowns.
Family: They welcomed Sylvester last year and celebrated his first birthday together this March – but by June Emily had stopped wearing her wedding ring in public and neglected to wish Sebastian a happy Father’s Day on Instagram
Heartthrob: Although Emily was recently spotted kissing DJ Orazio Rispo, whose identity exclusively revealed, she was coy about her love life in her interview