- After the story on live TV, he reveals how difficult it was to move forward
- The 27-year-old talks about his youth with Charlie Gnocchi and Attilio Romita
Antonino Spinalbese at GF Vip opens with Charlie Gnocchi and Attilio Romita. The drama of his father committing suicide made him grow up quickly. It was difficult to keep going. The 27-year-old reveals: “My friends almost saw me as ‘grandfather’. I took her home, I drove, I didn’t drink…”. He was the most responsible of all, the culprit of a pain never overcome.
Antonino Spinalbese, the drama of his father committing suicide made him grow up too fast: “They called me grandfather”
Belen’s ex-boyfriend, father of the 38-year-old’s second child, Luna Marì, always seems composed, almost distant, in the house, the reason was revealed live on television for the first time on Monday evening, October 31: When he was only 17, his father took his own life. They had argued and he didn’t even have time to make peace with his parents.
Before the tragedy, Antonino suffered from the separation of his parents. “The breakup devastated me. I was 8 or 9 years old and I saw my mother crying, I saw her suffering. We moved to La Spezia and my father has children away from home. We had an argument while preparing for my 18th birthday. I was never able to resume this discussion because he left. On January 15th my mother wakes me up and tells me that my father is dead. I slept, I was relaxed, and it was a morning like any other. My mom had this outburst almost as if she was looking for help. My father took his own life‘ confessed Spinalbese.
The 27-year-old talks about his youth with Charlie Gnocchi and Attilio Romita
“He had fallen into a depression and no one had noticed. Depression sometimes has no voice. This thing hurts me. I could tell he wasn’t doing well. This pain will never go away. i wanted to see it I have a picture of her hair, of the perfume she had. I’ve always tried to forget those things,” added the former hairstylist, visibly excited.
Antonino soon found himself head of the family and suffered terribly for his mother and two sisters: “I suffered a lot for my younger sister. She has no memories of my father and she doesn’t know what it means to have a father. Finding a solution to fill that void is an agony that will stay with you over time. My mother had courage. She found herself without the love of her life because she was in love even when they broke up. My mother wasn’t the same as she used to be.” With a broken voice, he added: “I’m worried that my mother will continue to suffer, she doesn’t deserve it.”
On Monday, October 31, he first revealed his tragedy on television
He received comfort from his mother’s letter, which wrote: “Hello Anto, if I could give something in life, I would give you the opportunity to see you through my eyes. Only then will you be able to realize how special you are to me. Life hasn’t been easy for us, but it has made us stronger and more united. You and your sisters have given me the strength to continue and today I am happy with the satisfactions you have given me. You grew up too fast and couldn’t take life lightly. You find it difficult to express yourself and when you do it seems like you are angry at the world. For this reason you avoid discussions, but only we know this inner dynamic of yours. So remember the words I used to tell you: nobody is perfect, each of us has something more and something less and therefore you must try to reveal the part of you that you are hiding only in this way you can say that you have lived this experience to the fullest. You are a man with a capital U, your sisters and I know that. Now that I see you fulfilled, I can tell you that your father would have been proud of you too.
Belen’s ex tearfully confessed the greatest pain
Antonino didn’t stop crying when his mother revealed to him that her little girl is now walking. Now in the house everyone looks at him with more compassion, knowing what is in his heart.