Kourtney Kardashian opened up about her pre-wedding nervousness during an episode of The Kardashians that aired Thursday.
The 43-year-old reality TV personality expressed that she was particularly nervous in the days leading up to her ceremony, although she noted she was enjoying the event planning process.
The entrepreneur and her husband, Travis Barker, tied the knot in front of several of their friends and family during a glamorous wedding in Portofino, Italy, last May.
Mixed feelings: Kourtney Kardashian opened up about her pre-wedding nervousness during an episode of The Kardashians that aired on Thursday; She’s pictured with Travis Barker for her splashy wedding in Italy in May
Kardashian began by expressing via Us Weekly that she was preparing for the ceremony’s emotional toll.
She said: “I think about it all the time. Will I survive or will I pass out? It just makes me nervous. It’s driving me crazy. I ask myself, “How did I get to this place?”
The social media powerhouse added: “[I am] so nervous. I don’t want to be on drugs or anything.’
She went on to note that her now-husband’s presence at high-profile events, including the Met Gala, greatly reduced her stress about the situation.
Reassured: She went on to note that having her now-husband around her at high-profile events, including the Met Gala, significantly reduced her stress level about the situation
“I used to think it would scare me so much … I think going with Travis and having a good time feels like something I look forward to,” she said.
Kardashian then revealed that she and Barker, 46, temporarily put their plans of starting a family on hold to focus on their wedding.
“We decided to really put all of our energy that we put into having a baby into our wedding… I found it really important not to think about it and enjoy the process of thinking about our wedding,” she said .
The entrepreneur went on to explain that she and her now-husband had to leave their children behind for their respective fittings.
Priorities: Kardashian then announced that she and Barker, 46, have temporarily put their plans of starting a family on hold to focus on their wedding
“This is also the longest time that me and Travis have left our kids … we’re both alike and have this guilt, but we’re shortening it as much as we can,” she said.
However, Kardashian expressed particular delight at Dolce and Gabbana’s decision to set up offices just for her and her spouse’s clothing.
“It’s like a fairy tale and I feel like a princess with the way they set this up for us,” she said.
The reality TV personality and the drummer were long-time friends before dating last year.
Stylish: However, Kardashian did express that she was particularly pleased with Dolce And Gabbana’s decision to set up offices just for her and her spouse’s clothing; You will be seen in May
The former of the couple was previously in a long-term relationship with Scott Disick, with whom she shares sons Mason and Reign, ages 12 and 7, and daughter Penelope, 10.
Barker was previously married to both Melissa Kennedy and Shanna Moakler, with the latter sharing his son Landon and daughter Alabama, ages 19 and 16, and a stepdaughter named Atiana, 23.
The now-married couple went public with their relationship in February last year and got engaged last October.
The happy couple held an unofficial wedding in Las Vegas last April, and in May they legally wed in Santa Barbara, just before holding their second ceremony in Italy.
Not the first time: The happy couple held an unofficial wedding in Las Vegas last April, and they were legally wed in Santa Barbara in May, just before holding their second ceremony in Italy