The project Carrie Bickmore hints at private lovesickness in her

The project: Carrie Bickmore hints at private lovesickness in her farewell letter

Carrie Bickmore hints at private heartbreak in her farewell letter to The Project’s hair and makeup team: ‘You held my hand on the toughest of days’

Carrie Bickmore opened up about her personal struggles after leaving the Channel 10 show in a touching farewell letter to The Project’s hair and makeup team.

In a handwritten note to her glam squad, the 42-year-old thanked them for helping her get through some of the toughest times of her professional life.

“To my hair and makeup family. Shit, I’m already crying,” the letter began.

Carrie Bickmore (below right) opened up about her private struggles after leaving the Channel 10 show in a touching farewell letter to The Project's hair and makeup team

Carrie Bickmore (below right) opened up about her private struggles after leaving the Channel 10 show in a touching farewell letter to The Project’s hair and makeup team

“You held my hand through some of the toughest days of my career. You hear everything, see everything and share everything with me and I cannot explain how much I will miss you all.’

“There is an unspoken connection between us all and please never forget how special you all are,” added the mother-of-three.

“I know this isn’t goodbye, just goodbye for now. Love to you all, Carrie.”

In a handwritten note to her glam squad, the 42-year-old thanked them for helping her get through some of the toughest times of her professional life

In a handwritten note to her glam squad, the 42-year-old thanked them for helping her get through some of the toughest times of her professional life

Carrie's letter was posted to Instagram by makeup artist Julie Bekiri, who also shared a video of the TV presenter laughing in the styling chair while The Project's glam team worked on her magic

Carrie’s letter was posted to Instagram by makeup artist Julie Bekiri, who also shared a video of the TV presenter laughing in the styling chair while The Project’s glam team worked on her magic

Carrie’s letter was posted to Instagram by makeup artist Julie Bekiri, who also shared a video of the TV presenter laughing in the styling chair while The Project’s glam team worked on her magic.

Another picture showed Carrie on set with the hair and make-up team on her last night at The Project.

“What can I say about you @bickmorecarrie because words cannot describe the past 10 years since we first met,” Julie captioned her post.

“I can say we’ve been through so many things together and our talks, laughs and tears in the makeup room have been priceless.

Another picture showed Carrie with the hair and makeup team on her last night at The Project

Another picture showed Carrie with the hair and makeup team on her last night at The Project

“Thank you for all your support and friendship and thank you for allowing me to be myself and express my creativity with you.

“You always kept me on my toes and kept telling me to stop touching your hair even after I perfected it.”

The project said goodbye to Carrie on November 30 when she stepped down from the Channel 10 panel show after an impressive 13 years.

At the end of the show, she thanked her friends, colleagues and viewers.

The project said goodbye to Carrie on November 30 when she stepped down from the Channel 10 panel show after an impressive 13 years

The project said goodbye to Carrie on November 30 when she stepped down from the Channel 10 panel show after an impressive 13 years

“Is it too late to change my mind?” she said, fighting back tears.

“To Chris [Walker, partner]. Thank you for everything. Your guidance and advice over the years, your amazing production skills…” she added.

“This show has given us so much. We wouldn’t have our beautiful little prophets if it wasn’t for The Project.”

She said to her children: “You are my world. I love you guys.’

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“Is it too late to change my mind?” she said, fighting back tears

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“To Chris [Walker, partner]. Thank you for everything. Your guidance and advice over the years, your amazing production skills…” she added

“For my parents and my friends and family. It certainly takes a village to help a mother of three get a job like this on TV and I couldn’t have done it without all of you. So thank you for picking up the shards,” she continued.

Her departure also marked the end of her 17 years with Channel 10.

Carrie’s 10-minute speech came after two touching tributes from fellow panelists Peter Helliar and Waleed Aly.

“You exude generosity and warmth and that is reflected back to us by the amazing audience. Everything starts with you. I can’t wait to see what you do next,’ said Peter.