Amber Turner admits she’s torn over whether to rekindle her romance with ex Dan Edgar in the upcoming series finale of The Only Way Is Essex.
The couple was one of the strongest on the reality series, but broke up a few months ago amid rumors of cheating by Amber.
Amber has previously confessed that she wished she could turn back time and even told Dan’s mother that she would “marry him tomorrow.”
And in scenes airing on Sunday, Amber admits: “I feel really torn about what to do.”
“It’s like I’m protecting myself because I don’t want to let myself get hurt and think that I want to get back with him when he basically tells me to do something and that leaves me heartbroken again .”
EXCLUSIVE Amber Turner admits she’s torn about rekindling her romance with ex Dan Edgar in the upcoming series finale of The Only Way Is Essex
Drama: The couple were among the strongest on the reality series, but split after rumors of cheating with Amber began circulating a few months ago (Amber pictured with Dan in November 2022)
“I don’t know where Dan’s head is. ‘I’m honestly so confused.’
When Chloe Meadows asked if she regrets her split from Dan, Amber replies: “I don’t know” and admits: “I’m scared to think about it at the moment.”
It’s been a rollercoaster ride for the couple, who appear to have settled down after moving in together and buying their dog Oliver.
Both Amber and Dan have been the most exposed to the cheating rumors, but Amber herself has never admitted any wrongdoing.
Wendy meets with Dan’s mother Wendy during the episode and tells Amber that they both did things to end the relationship.
Amber describes their conversation: “It was interesting.” It was nice to see Wendy.
“It was a strange conversation…” She said, “I stood by you when Dan did wrongs in the past.” “It upset me that you felt like you couldn’t talk to me.”
She continues: “We were both emotional.” The whole thing upsets me. It gave me a lot to think about. I’m still not sure where our future lies.
Torn: “I don’t want to completely allow myself to get hurt and think that I want to get back with him when he’s basically telling me to do one thing and I’m heartbroken again” (pictured in a previous episode )
Is it over forever? “We’re both guilty of different things.” “We’re going our separate ways,” says Dan in the upcoming episode (pictured in the previous episode).
Happier times: It comes after Amber told Dan’s mother Wendy: ‘If he got on his knees tomorrow I would say yes because I love him more than anything’ (pictured together in 2022)
“I cleaned the living room after Wendy came over to clear up any bad vibes she might have brought with her…”
Meanwhile, elsewhere in the episode, Dan opens up about his unbreakable bond with Amber in a heartfelt conversation with his ex-girlfriend.
“We’ve been in situations with each other that haven’t helped either of us.” We have bonds that we can’t ignore, things that keep us in touch.
“Of course we care about each other, but so much has happened and we need to remember why we broke up.”
He continued: “I’ve been more open with you than with anyone in my life.” We’re naturally attracted to each other because there’s a lot of love in it, but we can’t get into how much fun it can be.
“I care if you’re upset, but I can’t ignore everything that happened.” I really didn’t want it to continue like that. “I want to feel good around you.”
Then he confessed, “I wish you had felt this way four months ago.”
“There’s still a lot of love in it.” There are things I don’t show people, but the relationship is done.
“We’re both guilty of different things.” “We’re going our separate ways.”
In the penultimate episode, viewers saw Amber admit that she “got herself into situations that she shouldn’t have,” which ended her romance with Dan, and that she wished she could turn back time.
“If he got on his knees tomorrow, I would say yes because I love him more than anything,” she told his mother, Wendy.
The TOWIE series final airs on Sunday at 9pm on ITVBE. Watch the full series on ITVX.